school is pretty much over....maybe 17 school days.... i am really ready for it to be over too, as much as i'll miss some friends and all that (which doesnt matter becasue the handfull that i care about i'll still be within an hour from), i am excited to try something new.

I learn who my roomate is on the 30th of this month. i knwo you arnt by your roomate too much, but hopefully it's someone i can get along with decently. Hopefully i like them and they can handle me.

So like art in high school is over with. you know, where i didnt have to try and will be kicked into world of uber talented fuckers who i'll look like shit next to....fun fun.

Prom as fun. It was really nice to just hang out and whatever. We lit some cool stuff on fire like a pine tree, act study book, spanish books, and various papers from school. Its all gone.

Thanks for the concern and shit on the last journal entry when i broke up with my boyfriend. I'm happy to say that i've been really really good and am genuinly happy. Its cool to be carefree and not have to worry about anyhting serious and have so much more free time.

so yea...things arnt too eventful, but summers coming soon.

So. I'm single I guess.

I have an art show monday and my art teacher has been an ass to me all week.

Prom is next friday. sucky timing, but at least i can enjoy my friends.

oh...and my parents are frekaing out about money for college cuz all my loans i have to start paying right away with intrest. or at least they dotn think i should do dorms (it would save me $7000)

So. I have way too much going on. But not enough motivation to take care of any of it.

I have a nice 12 page paper due on friday. I have very little time to do it and a lot to do. It's on the meaning of truth. Enough said.

In two weeks I have to set up a mini art show presentation for a grade. I have to find all my shit and get a lot of stuff matted becasue it isnt matted.

My boyfriend is more of an emotional girl that i am. Its like the second time in three weeks that he makes a huge deal out of practically nothing. It's pretty stressfull, tiring and uneeded. I feel bad for guys who have to deal with girls who get jelous over everyhting cnage their mind about things weekly and get all defensive over little shit. Chill out and have a little fun?

I wanna plan all this fun stuff with my friends but none of them seem to care or are unable to. And my class is stupid and can't pick a day for senior skip day so they make it difficult for me to do anyhting. And, of course no one will agree on what to do for senior skip day.

sorry for being a whiny bitch.

Life is sorta bittersweet right now.

There is a lot of stuff im excited about, but at the same time is really sad, ya know?

Life for example, graduation. i started working on the final draft of the graduation ceremony pamphlets this weekend. I also listened to some music that coudl work becasue the peopel im working with said they havnt gotten any suggestions yet, and i dotn think they want to go with Vitamin C's graduation song. Thank God. I have some ideas. I'm gonan list them. Let me know if you have more ideas or agreee. If they don't get used i dont really care. They can be like the soundtrack to my graduation week and senior skip day then.

1. heres to the night- eve 6
2. good riddane (tiem of yoru life)- green day
3. Bittersweet symphony- the verve
4. closing time- semisonic
5. schools out- alice cooper
6. dont you forget about me (the breakfast club song)- simple minds
7. here in this diary- the ataries
8. wonderwall- oasis
9. imagine- john lennon
10. with a little help from my friends- the beatles
11. its the end of the world as we know it- rem

whatcha think??? any more? take some off?

I should be doen with the pamphlets soon and ill post those. Unfortunatly they had to be disney related becaue our quote is from walt disney, i DID NOT chose to do that. I however, changed it to as close as i could to graduation related, most people just wanted michkey mouse or just the castle with nothing graduation related on it, which would have been lame. i also submitted a few ideas that had nothing disney on them, but they didnt get chosen. oh well. i tried?

FL was amazing. I miss it already.